time to push the restart button...

life has unexpectedly kicked me in the balls quite a few times these past few months, and after each blow it's getting harder and harder to get up...as can be expected...

i'm single again...after 8 years of being with someone...the word is so foreign...single...single...as it rolls off my tongue still can't quite get use the sound of the syllables...oh well...

time for a re-evaluation of what's important....

when u live and work in a so called paradise...its not such a paradise...

its like when i go back to taipei...i do crazy ass stupid things...

but then u wuld never shit where u live....

ok....

listen to 蔡健雅's new album...Hello & Goodbye...

in an effort not to become an old fart...i'm going to stay updated...

anyways...
my favorite song off the album

當你離開的時候

只能低著頭發呆　讓回憶滲透腦袋　漸漸變空白
把他當作個意外　但內心還想不開　因為我明白
其實你都還在

我想起了遇見你的時候　想起你眼神中的溫柔
我想起了我們第一次牽手　我閉上眼
想起當時你懷裡的顫抖　似乎那麼害怕失去我
然而　到後來我什麼都沒有　當你離開的時候

我可以裝作已釋懷　他對我也算關懷　他看不出來
我知道這樣不應該　在他身上找依賴　算不算是種出賣
因為你一直在

我想起了遇見你的時候　想起你眼神中的溫柔
轉載來自
我想起了我們第一次牽手　我閉上眼
想起當時你懷裡的顫抖　似乎那麼害怕失去我
然而到後來我什麼都沒有　當你離開的時候

我想起你親吻我的時候　想起你眼神中的沉默
我想起了我們平靜的分手　我閉上眼
想起當時你美麗的承諾　把你整個心都交給我
然而到後來我什麼都沒有　越是沒有你　越是心痛

我想起了遇見你的時候　想起你眼神中的溫柔
我想起了我們第一次牽手　我閉上眼
想起當時你懷裡的顫抖　似乎那麼害怕失去我
然而到後來我什麼都沒有　當你離開的時候

damn these songs...
hit ya where it really hurts

waaaaa

i miss sung